hello tumbler.

i haven’t been on here in quite some time. i guess i’ll write a little story of what i’ve been doing lately. this is mostly for my own enjoyment (read time wasting) as i don’t think anyone reads my posts. so..

my days consist of work, school, or ski. or a combination of both. sometimes a combination of all three! it’s very exciting. i have little to no time to be with anyone other than people on ski time. i have lots of time by myself at night. that is never a good time as i just lay awake and think of depressing things and hate life. i feel like maybe that’s getting better though.

i was really excited about this weekend. i wanted to go to eugene, and i had a date on sunday. unfortunately, i got really sick and had to go to the ER and then laid around my house for three days because i couldn’t do much else. i love it. IVs are scary and gross, but ultimately helpful. i kind of wish something more serious had been wrong with me, so i could just chill in the hospital for a while and not deal with things/people.

i still get really sad about things i shouldn’t. it’s frustrating and i want to feel better. i hope things start lookin’ up for this lady.