and eat goldfish crackers for the rest of my life.
four thirty am is a very lonely time to be awake.
dr. dog and fried rice. i am enjoying this afternoon.
so i’m doing three at once… recaps of one and two, and also number three.
one:
my best friends are cecilia and elysse bennett. we spend a lot of time together and have yet to get tired of each other. they are incredible and strong and beautiful and are probably cooler than your best friend.
two:
i have a crush on no one and everyone at the same time. you know how it is.
three:
my parents. oh my god, where do i even begin. my mom, bridget, is quite unlike anyone else i have ever met. what i mean is, she’s fucking crazy. in a good way and a bad way. she can be pretty badass and get shit done, and tell fuckers what for, and she doesn’t take shit from anyone. but along with that, she gets pissed off really fast over really weird things and is world renowned for her impatience and rudeness to salespersons, waiters, etc. god bless.
my dad, kolbjorn, is certainly the most badass dude you will ever meet. he’s totally fucking cool and can make/do just about anything (he’s built entire houses, reupholstered couches, welded awesome shit, fixes everything, and also raised two very, very small kittens that were orphaned when they were like a month old. badass, and totally caring for tiny critters!). he loves guns and beer and has a grizzly beard, and will berate the shit out of you if you make fun of gay people. his downside is that he’s super stubborn, and goes from zero to raging in about one second. also he has threatened to burn my clothes if i don’t clean them up numerous times. but mostly i just laugh at him when he says that.
all in all, both my parents are pretty nuts.
possible trip to california this weekend. nothing like being your sister’s date to a funeral.
day two - your crush.
i’m not exactly sure who i have a crush on. everyone! eh.
day one - your best friend.
these lovely asians are some of the greatest people you will ever meet. i could spend a day making a list of the reasons i love them, but i’ll try to keep it concise.
they’re absolutely hilarious.
they’re incredibly kind.
they make kick-ass food.
they’ve been through a lot, and aren’t whiney babies about it. they’re just realistic and well grounded because of it.
no matter what we’re doing, if they’re involved, it’s gonna be pretty great.
they dance with me even though sometimes i have to make them do it.
and a bunch of other cool things.
THEY’RE AWESOME.
Hair cut / to a new start . last day of high school is tomorrow, i want to leave high school with StRangE looks , the way i entered i t.
YOUR HAIR LOOKS SO GOOD! i want to cut mine short but i’m too scared, so until i work up the courage i’ll just live vicariously through yours.

today I have:
-watched a lot of tv land.
-eaten a ton of sunflower seeds.
-been in my pajamas all day.
today i have not:
-done anything productive.